Yea... you.... As dumb as you cannot get.....

A doubt.
Are dumb people always smart?

Strange I think they are... Whatever.... I think you are....

Yes... I hope you are reading this... And you know it is you that I am talking about... In case you are in doubt... ask me....

You are smart... more than that
You are brilliant.... more than that
You are handsome.... more than that

You are dumb... no more than that....

Someday, I would like to tell you this... simply because I guess that it would be great to hear you reply...

Whatever you reply.... Just to hear you attempt....


I remember somethings... and it all hurts... more because it isn't supposed to hurt...
No... It doesn't

I was kidding..... okay?

I believe in myself.... I believe that I am smart enough for handling life... and making a SucceSS out of it.... so what if I slip .... no.... so what if I slipPED ?

I believe in you.... I believe that you can be as dumb as you are now....

But since I know you... Yes, I do.... Really, more than you think I do.....
I know that someday, when you get plain dumb, you will read this...
Once, twice, thrice....

And then you will mail me asking if it is you......

S P Lines

S p lines.....

Wondering when my design of machine elements professor will ever get to pronounce it the right way.... splines....

Hehe.... Thinking about it is funny... nice fun....

I remember the first time way back in third semester when I was sitting in the front bench in the lab... alone because am the only girl in the class.... and this particular professor came in and stood by my desk....

He started dictating notes... It was fluid mechanics laboratory and the experiment was on Turgo Impulse Turbines

"Take it down ..... Durgo Imbulse Durbine"

It was all I could do to stop stuffing my handkerchief into my mouth.... I could not even write, and he was waiting for me to finish.....

Been a year since then.... Yet I can't forget it....

Like the other time he kept staring at the energy meter in the lab and asked us..."What is the principle behind it?"

We tried answering whatever we could think up.... He stood looking at us and smiling....

Fed up, I asked him what it was.... "I don't know.... So you find out and tell me tomorrow"

All that for this?

.... Looking forward to more such stuff....

Nothing better to do

It was a boring day....

One of those dull days where I feel I haven't done anything useful..... Not that every other day I spend buying shares on Wall Street.... just that today was lonelier....

Considering that almost all guys in my class were present, I quickly rejected the fact that it wasn't a feeling that had cropped up due to sudden silence in a place.... The class were more than in their high spirits.....

Well, guess it was because I missed someone to talk to.... I wasn't conversing much today... and no one spoke to me too.... almost no one...

One of those off - spirits day...

Maybe my heroine today in my story will have a similar day too... She is on the whole a reflection of me....

Bus Fuss

I have a wish.....
But I won't tell you....
So lets not talk about it.

Fine.... Days moving.... I don't like the pace... quite slow.... but its fine....

Like I told you... Had this boring journey back all these days.... But today was interesting....

There were these junior girls sitting right behind and yapping on.... between themselves...

Since they weren't very hush hush I could listen into the conversation.... Don't blame me.... Couldn't help it and I had nothing better to do... I had even finished with the newspaper that I had taken along....

So guess what they were talking about.... hmm.... boys!

Well... Blame it on the age factor.... I would not have felt it was anything to write about... but I had to tell someone... Anyone...

I can't stand the explanation that this is the time for fun... so go ahead and have all the fun doing it... I mean flirting around and stuff....

Basically... I don't think these kind of activities are restricted by age... or by time.... You can have "fun" at 5 or 50... and raise no eyebrows in this era....

But what I don't understand is this.... You either go and flirt openly.... or at least tell that person.... or you stop thinking about them and move on....

I mean... Why the hell get around in groups and "discuss" the person?

There is this queer fact.... We always feel better talking about someone than talking to that someone.... in whatever kind of relationship we share.... It's better to say than ask....

So... on and on these girls chatted... with no point in particular... just having fun.... I agree that at one point I got bored bored sick sick ( doubling up ) and dozed off....

But then when I woke up... I guess I did not miss much.... They had got little farther on the topic....

I wanted to turn around and smile at them... I remember days when I was part of such groups... And yes, I had sometimes even liked these distractions....

But then as we grow up we grow mature too ( at least we are expected to ) , and I outgrew these long before....

And except for a close friend at college ( who has a crush on someone in my class ) I don't interfere much into people.... and their relationships....

And yes.... Those girls did eventually get down and off....

And I was left hoping that at least tomorrow morning they will discuss about their exam (!) and ..... look forwards into life ?

EX-JAMS

Well.... a very ethical day... Gawd! what kind of stories I could spin up in my ethics paper.... I really ought to be recommended from some kind of on the spot thinking prize... And yup! am being modest....

That set me thinking... Are all these exams nothing other than mere spin-a-thons?
Interestingly, there isn't much to speak on the topic... me got sick of it already....

And tomorrow.... got a dynamics of machinery exam..... I would rather prefer such papers than these theory kind of things that you get to have to write write and write on for hours together.....

And at the end you and the one who corrects that stuff can only sigh.... you happy at having finished with writing crap and them at having finished with marking crap.....

But there is something about exams that is fun... the silence of those couple of hours... in that long forever stretching hall... the sound of those papers fluttering in the wind.... the sound of pens and pencils falling down occasionally.... some dozing off.... maybe disturbed dreams....

Whatever.... exam halls are real intriguing places to be.... though only occasionally!!

Bugged Beyond Belief

Hey that was a nice topic .... I kinda can find cheer that I can still think up stuff in times like these.....

But then, thats what the last week has been .... real bugging...

I got sick and ill and had to stay back home, away from college....not that I love going to college anyway....but still 3 days doing absolutely nothing was mind blowingly insane.....

Come to think of it.... I was pleased to be staying back away from that real tedious journey to and fro from college.... takes me a round 12 hours to get back home after I leave in the morning... sickening,yes....

And then I went back the fourth day to find that there was this real big workload to catch up on.... And I still haven't even started on it.....

Met Karz the other day.... The last of those three days.... Wow... It was nice.... She dropped by to check if I was fine and well.... It was like the good old times again.... Chatting away about everything meaningless.... only thing was that this time... we spoke about a little of everything in life... and I realized that it was all kind of meaningful.... hmm.... in the fag end....

And after she left, I realized that we had after all spent a long long part of the past over things so silly... and I laughed for a long time after.....

Maybe they weren't silly at all....

Anyways.... Spent a sick week.... And am looking forward to something better this time round.... Hoping... Looking up at the skies.....